Go Away

The days grow longer,
My heart grows weaker,
I give up any goals of achievement,
And focus on survival,
Only survival,
Survival to get through the day,
Get through the week,
This week will better,
No, maybe the next,
I just need to get away,
I need to make it go away,
Make everything go away,
Far away.
I struggle to live,
I struggle to wait,
I want my life to be so much more,
And settle for so much less,
I dream of days lost,
Left behind the wave,
Losing grip with the past,
I pray for the future,
I want to love,
But fall to hate,
I just need to get away,
I need to make it all go away,
Make everything go away,
Far away.
I fight for encouragement,
For strength, for support,
I fight for your love,
I hit rock,
And I fall,
Who will catch me,
I don’t know where to go,
Hide me again, again,
Under each broken plate,
I just need to get away,
I need to make it all go away,
Make everything go away,
Far away.